love is evil

I'm cold as ice,as the weather outside my window
I don't care,I'm not nice,I'll make you turn,
I'll burn your house down,collapse your upside frown
I'can't stand,I can't breathe,I've got no heart,
but from the bottom of my heart there lies hope.
It's taken away,thrown away to decay,
my misery is all that's left for me,
a tool,a puppet with who I play,
it's you,oh so true,so nice,so blue,
I colored it black,threw it away,I don't want it back
we're through,me and you went to magical places
took of our masks and showed eachother our faces.
Behind the lie,the illusion,the evil infusion of love,
lays the greatest darkness of all,
the face which I saw,stroke fear in my heart,
I tore it out,threw it away,
made the fear go away,don't stay,I don't want to play.
Now it's gone,and I mourn,my heart threw up
I can't grow up,grow old,no show no more -
it's life,it got me,I now have you as my companion
don't nurish me,don't care for me because this road
takes me towards my end(city)

title of values

This life is no better than the other,this mind is no more enhanced than the other,there is only one meaning,not two,not three-and meaning consists of 7 letters and that's the value of meaning,but when we say something has a meaning,it still stays within the same value therefore every meaning is of equal value... WE are all equal in terms of meaning,but how can we say something means nothing? We can't,something is always as valuable as something,being the same value no matter how you change it...How can we say something to someone?Everyone is someone and something,therefore we can only say what that person is...or lie,why lie? To lie means to evade from truth,to delude,to TRY and make something nothing...Again I say,something cannot be nothing...Think about it,if we didn't lie,there would be only something and no illusions,wouldn't it be easy? NO,no it wouldn't be easy,since we then woulde be someone ELSE,how does that make sense? well,WE are for some reason trying to live like,to be like,to act like,to talk like,to think like someone...We think inside the terms in which we are allowed to think,to think ''outside the box'' we need to understand the value of our given terms - often we do not.Drop your very being and forget the terms,BE who you CAN be,not who you WANT to be...Yet,we do BOTH at the same time,we TRY and Be who we CAN Be while WANTING to BE that... But why don't we, just... BE,forget the want forget the need,forget the lust... just be,to be or not to be?I ask from you...do you want to give in to your lust(valueless) or give in to actual value?

For no person Can truly understand what is said,it gives some value in your words,you who will read and aknowledge will understand and not understand at the same time,EVEN if you think you understand completely,you cannot,simply being is near impossible,and to understand something completely you should experience it in action :)

Sanity

Sanity...INsanity...
I ask you,WHAT is freedom?
Are you free?Can you think how you want to,how you're meant to?Is your will free,may you do whatever you want?Are you capable of surviving when you're on your own? -
No..
Are we Free?no,we are not free,we are bound to these complex walls,we have no key,there is a keyhole but no door,we are a unity,we are not us,we are not you,we are not I,we are we,we are together...we are unbreakable?Yes,as long as we stick together...Then why don't we break apart?We could be one,we could be you,we could be I...We can't can we? very few can.. If I were to say,that sanity is equivalent to being chained,then insanity being the opposite would be?Yes - insanity would be freedom.People who are insane,are considered bad,why? They have a free mind,isn't that what we look for? No... what the system wants from us is what they tell us to say,the system poisons us with words,and there is no escape...UNLESS,you're insane,you have a free mind,you are free from chains,sanity... Where do insane people belong?Nowhere... Now I know,that most of you,if not all,think that insane people are people that have a disorder,that they're not functioning right... What if WE/unity/you/us/I have a disorder,to function along with the system? We are not accepting somone,while insanity doesn't even bother to choose,insanity is just being... In SOME cases,I am insane(not we,not you,not us),I try and keep away from system,it is difficult,since the system has so many walls to break through,but my first one was, acceptance,I don't need to be accepted,why do I? is it humane?Don't know,but it seems to work as a counter attack,mentality of people changed,more ... ''humane'' now,they speak their mind,which is a good thing... Remember,that I do NOT talk to you as your inner desires,I talk to YOU,the real you,the one you are,not wish to be...you've dug it so deep that you don't accept it as a part of you... and for gods sake,put down those bloody cards,you've lost the game,I'm an illusion,don't you see -.-

the redemption...

My reincarnation has completed now,it's time I escape... I will spread my wings,I will prepare for attack.I know how to protect myself,but will I? I don't know...Cuting loose on the feeling of win I have left them to feast upon,if you're going to adress me,adress me directly...Fear? are you afraid of me? Despicion? do you hate me,can you not stand the sight of me?- you're weak,weary,you won't make it to the top,grow out of it,see beyond,open your eyes you foolish being,you think of yourself as complete,better,most certainly better than me,think again,you're no worse yourself as you think of me - stupid ignorance...You're still playing my game,trying to figure out how I won ,it's over,start a new one,take another one,you're standing still,put aside what you know and actually look.Do you see?Do you feel -have you felt the beat of the world? In most cases it's a no,you let your emotions flow through you,not aside you...bad choice. As some of you might say,''well everybody is not as ''perfect''(mockingly) as you are(I am)'',that's wrong...You think of yourself as unique,well are you?no.. BE unique,not just think of yourself as one,don't set it as your goal,just be,feel,think - unity...we are all one,which makes us moveable,be one not all,and move willingly...