INTJ

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becoming...

As the days go by,you eat my poison - hate - such a strong feeling,for darkness is expanding its territory,you're no match for it,as you seem happy from the outside,you know...You're afraid...You're dying,every bit of you is wrong,every emotion you get creates doubt,this is no ordinary curse,it's curse of the sinned. HAHAHA - and to think you have me,to think that you're light at the end of the tunnel,no.. Insanity - this animal within me is too powerful,why should I hold it back,HAHA - it laughs at your attempts to change me,you try with good,with bad,no result,you begin to decay.The curse upon you doesn't allow you to love,only hate,HATE ME,for you hurt yourself more than you can imagine,there's no love with hate,so you cannot feel love when you hate someone :) You sink deeper and deeper in me,thinking you're above,while you haven't noticed that I do nothing,I just stand there and stare at you when you call me bad,when you call me evil,when you call me shit- HAHAHA - what have you become ? mortal... what are you yourself? are you really above me? are you really better than me? HAHA,no mortal...You're as equal as I am,think about it,what have you become? Open your eyes,look what I have turned you into :) (evil 6,hateful 6,revengeful 6) I hope you learn,that there is no escape from my poison,you have the antidote I just told you how to get rid of it... use it :) save yourself, :)

is it not?

This reality,this sense of vibration is now affecting my consciousness on level of subconscious awareness,I have gone past by a metal wall in my system,I did not climb,I did not go under,I didn't even go around it,I made it disappear...The wall of not being able to build is now down,I am in tune with my deeper vibrations,my signature is now different,it's always changing,yes,but now I'm in a different dimension...The complexity of life seems to straighten itself out,my awareness is growing,I am becoming more in tune,more into my vibration that I myself am sending out,even more strongly than I receive it.I seem to be aware,that I work on a different scale,that my higher mind is now seeing the dark depths of my subconscious...I do not now all the secrets,but I now see the walls,behind those walls,I Know lays greater secrets than most men never know...Most people will never make it into the simple form of vibration in which I'm in,I feel proud,I feel as if I have achieved something,true throughout thinking,perhaps in some peoples perspective,throughout excessive thinking..I have achieved it...I now can dig deeper into different realms of dimensions,and unfold the secrets that is hidden in myself...
-for those who understand,Me

I'm not sure...

My conclusion of something:
God is an apple=1,I'd plant the seeds of the apple and grow a tree,where there are more apples=1+ apples(demigods),soon I'd grow a forrest of apple trees=3(humans),then I'd chop down the trees and build a house=4(material world,beings),then I'd make an apple pie=5(souls) ,so in some case,humans are gods of the material world that eats souls,making me god and therefore unlimited...

wow.. I'm not exactly sure what I explained here... Unless it's the system which we live in...

the white and the gray

In two worlds I am different,the world I belong in I am known as the white,the world I reside in I'm known as the gray.But both of them say that you don't know...no matter what you know,you don't know,keep that in mind,as long as you're an egregore you don't know.From here,in what I've said,there are two possibilities 1) you don't care and think I'm either insane,or just some weird person 2)you'll look up the deffinition of egregore and try to understand me .Now obviously there are some people who don't really care,but after reading the second possibility do it anyway,just to belong...Now I'm making you wonder what I'm talking about,or what's my point,but my current attempt is not to bring a point but understanding...Now I'm going to make a shout-out to you,not you,but YOU,some know what I'm talking about some don't - anyway I want you to return I want you to slowly poison your other self,the one who you think you are and kill it,from now on,try and be more yourself,and accept when someone is doing the same ;) if you're confused,then you won't understand..

Calling...

Siting on these rooftops,talking,looking down upon the rush of life,seeing those demons follow their victim,seeing the flash of deaths schyte - makes me wonder...why don't we build stairs,why don't we enjoy,why do we ruin...Return of the age should come again,return of meaning should return...Last of the great kings are trying desperatly to hold their kingdom,it's falling apart,what once we held so dearly to us,is now an everyday object,we have betrayed our roots...Nature,strike again,deal blows to our nation,make them see,make them feel,destroy what doesn't belong,because I long for my return...


''Brother,you droped your sword,you look tired,let us fight another day my friend...''

green

I smell grass,nature,it's been a while since I've smelled something so wonderful.The cave is coming to an end,even if I cannot see the light,my other senses are twice as powerful...I'm used to cold,but I can feel the change in temperature...I can hear the wind blowing,the rock that my hand is touching is becoming less damp,an exit,is it really so?