It is good that you are standing on edge, otherwise you'd take up too much space...
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Sitting in my corner of sanity,
I'm alone, cold and in dire need of clarity,
My mind is erasing me.
Here, where candlelight separates dark and light
my mind is waiting, letting darkness emerge over me without a fight.
My years are darkening before me, narrowing, walls are closing in
showing me the direction where I'm heading.. Hate, closure, sin.
No god, no heaven no sky can ignore my presence
I am the last, the only remaining essence
of my kind.
I'm losing my sense of tact, humor, I can no longer find
love, affection, happiness I'm losing my mind.
Even if the candles around me dim more and more
with every second that passes,
I am not in pitch black, the pale moon has a place for me in store.
Grasped when in great awe over the gigantic cave in front of me,
the darkness,
I was took, grabbed from reality.
I can now only see reality's existence,
I can see who you are, where you came from and why you're here,
I can see you, falling in love, succeed without fear, not a single tear
needed to be shed. Happiness has fallen in your lap.
I can only see everything around me, I can no longer live in it,
my ability to live, for now, has come to a stop.
I'll never give up, I'll keep going until the last candle,
me,
is no longer lit.
