PeevePeevePeeve BOOM Kabuush, piuu, Peeve...

Garh, I should really get some sleep... 2 in the morning is NOT the time when you should write a blog post, ESPECIALLY then when you don't really have shit to say, like you haven't said enough today, haven't had your daily dosage of saying shit that people don't even give the slightest shit about...or maybe that's just me? People have a tendency to be attention whores, yeah it shows quite well on me, doesn't it?(fucking asshole) And the more people do it, the less fucks are given about it, which means, all the IMPORTANT stuff that people NEED to say is lost into carelessness. Well that sucks, doesn't it? I mean.. if someone really has something to say and we just keep assuming that it's not worth the time, then we are missing out on reality, quiiite a lot... Then again, most of fucknuggets(by that I mean people) try to keep away from reality. . . Fucking why? Reality is much better than your best dream and your worst nightmare, it's a really nice blend of both, if you haven't figured that out by now then well, you're not very witty *insert a the part where you fellow Earth-dweller bitch about what I just said*. Another thing that ticks me off is when people assume this and assume that, SERIOUSLY who the fuck are you? You're not God, you don't know me *whoahuaa* (from gingers do have souls, something like that)... No, but seriously, stop assuming! At LEAST amongst friends, don't assume what your friends will or will not do, just accept the possibility that it may go a billion ways and by you assuming it that will really get the numbers quite small ( a.k.a you'd kinda wish for it to happen and it will ). Lets see.... what else don't I like... Alco...holicometers ... Yea, those things, why the fuck do you need that piece of plastic to tell you you're drunk, there's 2 options in being drunk, either.. you are .. or you aren't.. .why the fuck do you need a machine to tell you that? you: '' well it tells you how drunk you are Kevin'' Who, gives, a , fuck... when you've had alcohol and you think you're still drunk, chances are that you're fucking drunk, don't ask a machine to tell it for you, to be honest... actually do buy the fucking thing, because that way you'll waste money on that piece of shit than on alcohol or drugs or whatever you kids like to play with nowadays... you:'' oh my god Kevin, you keep thinking we're all the same, just because I drink rarely, doesn't make me drinker..'' yes it does, unless you can keep your fat ass away from that stuff for a year or so, then you're not... Another thing that really pisses you off, is when you go and eat some dinner and notice that there are no clean forks or spoons or anything left... the dishwasher is right there, but no one fucking bothers to turn the piece of shit on, REALLY wh.. but... it's just one small little movement, but NOO no-one does it, BUT if you try it yourself, the house practically catches fire.. what the fuck? How can one person be so awful in life? What I also get annoyed by is all the stuff you need to crowd control, and if you do it never fucking helps, but you have to anyway, cause it's worse if you don't.... Seriously, sugar yea.. when you need to put it in coffee while using a spoon... One... twooo... th...OH FOR FUCKS SAKE! ever get that? Food that you have to use your fork to sort of.. stab it...peas for example.. you can never just quite get that ONE(possibly 2) fucking pea on your fork or... over?? it.. a.k.a skewered on a fork... whatever...Computer files, yea, you always have to keep an eye on where the fuck you put this, put that, do it this way do it that way, same applies to computer games... BUT when you try and create shortcuts and new system types etc to deal with the problem... well.. Good Luck understanding what the shit is going on, cause it's too bloody complicated, there seems to be no Mid ground here... Weather, yea.. that bitch, you always need to fucking dress accordingly to please that whore, cause if you don't your ass will be either cold as fuck, wet, hot, freezing, chilly, dry.. whatever.... Acne... don't even fucking get me started on those fuckers... ARGH! In technology what really doesn't make it to Santa's good boy list is annoying phones, WHO gives a fuck if my phone has 9 billion niggawats of RAM, NO ONE, all you need ... is an mp3 player(preferably) a calling option and a text messaging option.. that's it? Internet is nice.. Camera? e... Don't really need it.. but it does come in handy when your ass is too lazy to write shit down... but that's pretty much it... no bluetooth, no rocket launcher, no insta word typing program that makes absolutely no fucking sense whatsoever in putting the most random words it can find in your message, no MMS ... does anyone even use that thing? multi media s.. sõnum.. :D, anyone? no? WHY HAVE IT? And last but not least... Time.. yep.. I can't even get started on how much that guy pisses me off... Always making me hurry there and there, always making me do this and that... FUCK YOU ! Let me sleep for once... no? :( ... I bet no one even read this to the end, it was probably like... you: *reads* '' oh fuck this, Kevin is bitching about something again, ain't gonna bother''

GRRR YOU! ff.. afpgjhuridfv DIE! Keep this in mind.. when you plan on reading a book or anything... then read the WHOLE thing.. don't go reading from here, and here and a little bit there... read the whole damn thing! Otherwise it's just laziness and disrespect that you put out, towards your morale and the other persons work... (can hardly call it work though, well my post at least..)

UP ahead

I divided this into sections so all of you who are tunnelvisioned in your mind can observe what this post is about, clearly there are people who'd ''like'' to read but think that it's around one basis of my life that I keep bringing up. Search for depth before concluding. And thanks for pointing that out ;)

Clearly a lot has been going on since I last visited this ''corner'' of the internet. I have gained a lot of experience with different spices in life and concluded, that my being does in fact differ from others... For example - I have.. Realized, that in my perspective on life, a man should at least faintly know how to dance(classical dances or latino etc... though.. hip-hop and such does NOT count)
and for perhaps a second example... Social EVENTS! hugeee emphasis on ''events'' are perhaps a far better way to pass the time in comparison to for example going to ''clubs'' and such. For a fact that soical events actually do educate you and add that USEFUL layer onto your being, rather than just chugging it all down in a club as an ale or any other drink and then sweating it all out and call yourself experienced and differ from everyone else that hasn't done it, not realizing that you're actually on the same level as they just with more booze in your head(gathered due time).

Now knowing this, puts me in a position where I view the world from an entirely different perspective thus gaining more enemies than your other ''subtle'' being(someone who does not really take part in wordly beings), of course this is specifically bad for me, because a person such as I tends to speak their mind about everything that seems necessary or un necessary(at times :) ).

However I wonder if I can manage, to put that difference out there in a way that, you may not exactly see it, but FEEL it - yes, the key element to what I want to achieve is make people feel a certain way, to do this I must find out if ''difference'' is actually a feeling, or can it be degraded into small groups of feeling clusters or clouds.. that in the big picture give us the deffinition of ''difference'' then I must find a way to project it out of me through my nature and we should have the results, ofc if that's not already what I'm putting out ;) (which I am, but with words, I want to do it passively though, with the other person not aware of it).

Well as it seems I'm now at a point where my next ''achievement'' is quite obvious, and nothing left than just, going for the goal, sounds fairly reasonable enough.

Another thing I'd like to point out( if you've reached this far) is that understanding, is within one in my eyes, and that can be fatally good for it, a.k.a yes I do ''miss'',every now and then[rather often actually, too often and in increasing strenght(damn it)]. (I'm sure understanding this wouldn't be a problem, again, if so then feel free to ask me what is that about ;) obviously in a private conversation)