Narcissism

And so dawns the darkest hour of my life.

The sun sets and night engulfs my soul. I willingly step forth. The bell has struck 5 times, eve will take this moment. It's a beautiful day.

 Even now, I absolutely love this place. I think I kinda like math now. strange I don't think I've been here before... I just - don't have anything . I am done, empty, I've allowed you to eat me and have been waiting for this day for quite some time. Grab your last mouthful because there is nothing left.

Don't wanna be sly and defile you

Desecrate my mind and rely on you

I just wanna break this crown

But it's hard when I'm so run down

And you're so cynical, Narcissistic Cannibal

Got to bring myself back from the dead

Sometimes, I hate, the life, I made

Everything's wrong every time

Pushing on I can't escape

Everything that comes my way

Is haunting me taking its sweet time?

Holding on I'm lost in a haze

Fighting life to the end of my days

Don't wanna be rude but I have to

Nothing's good about the hell you put me through

I just need to look around

See that life that has come unbound

And you're so cynical, Narcissistic Cannibal

Got to bring myself back from the dead

Sometimes, I hate, the life I made

Everything's wrong every time

Pushing on I can't escape

Everything that comes my way

Is haunting me taking its sweet time

Sometimes, I hate, the life I made

Everything's wrong every time

Pushing on I can't escape

Everything that comes my way

Is haunting me taking its sweet time

Holding on I'm lost in a haze

Fighting life to the end of my days

Holding on I'm lost in a haze

Fighting life to the end of my days