Seriously though...

Start making steps towards God, and Jesus!

No matter if it seems crazy, no matter if you get Hate for it. God Loves You! I promise you that once you give Him a chance, your life WILL change. Just please try and give Jesus a chance. You will feel better if you're feeling empty! You will feel Love when you're loveless! You will start seeing the world more for what it really is. It's so dark it's so so void of humanity it's just not right anymore. Jesus Can and WILL save you, but you have to make the first step and at least TRY to understand him. Please Children of God, at least once, try!

Myself, I do not feel the need to sin anymore, I've stopped drugs, I've stopped porn, I've stopped violent thoughts, I've stopped hating my life and my family for no reason, I've stopped all this madness. And I've taken up praying instead. Try to pray, just wish good for someone even yourself if you're selfish. I'm learning to be Selfless, I'm learning how to actually truly mean well to someone instead of saying something good to them so that they get what they want to hear. I really really wholeheartedly wish people would start taking their life seriously, enough with the games, enough with the drinking, drugs, sex. You've had your fill! Why do you want to destroy yourself? For what reason?  Please start making your life better and cleanse yourself from Evil, you don't even have to turn to God to do it, just take it upon yourself and TRY! If you can't ,then ask God or Jesus to help you, and TRY AGAIN!