Speechless

It's not that I don't have anything to say.

I just... don't need to.

I would like to describe what I feel, but I honestly don't know. I have never been here before. As if I was walking into an adventure, but without the excitement and anxiety

I'm not empty, nor do I feel fed up or sad, I'm not happy, but it's the most positive feeling I've felt. I'm not frustrated. I am tired, but when I think about ... it all just fades.

I'm moving at a hundred thousand kilometers an hour, but my world is just standing still. I am left speechless.

 I've never been shut up like this before. Not that I don't want to speak. I just want to stare... I could say a thousand sentences, but there is no combination of words that can describe where I am right now.

I just see you.

I'm not falling in love either, I've fallen before, I know what it's like, I'm sure.

I would like to portray you with a thousand words, but I can not. I simply am unable to put into words what I see. I'm stunned, but not stumped...

I'm like a child who's given an opal. And I just stare.


I don't know much better than this right now.

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For the first time in my entire life, I don't feel alone.

Thank you.