Thursday, April 28, 2011

*smash* fuck you! - dealing with Frustration...

Holy .. shit... I have never ever ever been so frustrated in my life, anger sets deeper and deeper. I don't know what to do, I just feel like I wanna kick someones ass so bad, that their grandparents feel it. For real I don't know what's gone into me, but this anger is starting to get out of control and I don't really know how to deal with it anymore... To be honest, I'm kind of frightened myself, I'm worried about the sore fuck heads who think they know the world... The WORST part is, I'm one of them and that just pisses me off even more and makes me more of an egoist and even more to myself and even more depressed and even more angry and even more of an egoist etc.. THAT is not good, such matters should be looked into immediately, but I don't know how. Since I've never been in this sort of state before, I need to figure out a new system, great.. more introversion&milk please... IRONICALLY, I'm the one who listens to fucking Mozart classics and other classical and/or calm music, REALLY calm. What's up with that? Well, as I've said before... ''You may find yourself in a position in life in which you have no control,when you've reached that point hit restart and the controls are yours again...'' - I guess I reached this far... again, so I'm going to need to devise a plan how to fuck off for a while. May life have mercy upon you poor souls, you're going to need it.

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