the white and the gray

In two worlds I am different,the world I belong in I am known as the white,the world I reside in I'm known as the gray.But both of them say that you don't know...no matter what you know,you don't know,keep that in mind,as long as you're an egregore you don't know.From here,in what I've said,there are two possibilities 1) you don't care and think I'm either insane,or just some weird person 2)you'll look up the deffinition of egregore and try to understand me .Now obviously there are some people who don't really care,but after reading the second possibility do it anyway,just to belong...Now I'm making you wonder what I'm talking about,or what's my point,but my current attempt is not to bring a point but understanding...Now I'm going to make a shout-out to you,not you,but YOU,some know what I'm talking about some don't - anyway I want you to return I want you to slowly poison your other self,the one who you think you are and kill it,from now on,try and be more yourself,and accept when someone is doing the same ;) if you're confused,then you won't understand..