Be free..

Mõtlesin,et viskan ühe loo,mis väljendab ideaalset mu hetkelist seisu...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sWWAi7FCsYw

keda see huvitab,siis kuulake sõnu ning see väljendab väga väga hästi mu hetkest eluolekut :)

Rooftops..

I can't hold much of my mysery in anymore,my smile is beginning to break,my thoughts begin to decease,I'm no longer up in the sky,I've reached the part where I finally notice my fall and the upcoming ground... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ngxw6xWf2eA this should explain my mood,let it carry you ,it will probably take you here,where I'm now...

arvati,et see lause on sobiv minule...

Kas teadmine pole siis seni miskit,kuni teine ei tea sind teadvat?
Persius

consumed by metal

well,lately I've been listening to metal at home,and I've picked up my guitar and learned a few riffs,which are actually pretty hard ones,I FINALLY learned metal picking,I never really bothered to figure it out,and I just randomly did,so I made my first metal riff,not that sweet,but sounds quite good...so yeah... Right now,I'm consumed by In Flames,I like the band,been listening to them for a few days straight...Yesterday while,I was walking home alone,listening to Iron Maiden,I saw a dark hooded figure (Y),it didn't really scare me,but it was a bit weird...it was for like .. 2 seconds,and it dissapeared...and it was like a 100m away from me....he wore dark robes,like dark brown...no not the ones in Star Wars,but similar :D:D:D But it's been ... metally for me... I ain't happy,I ain't sad either,a bit empty though...

and it hit..

First strike of darkness has been marked in my wound...Mood is going down like a wingless plane,I'm not afraid though,I'm looking at these demons blank in the face,and I strike back,you wont take me,not this summer,not today,last summer you got the best of me,this time I'll fight,as you can see,I'm turning emo already -.- ,it's not in my nature though,it's just that... it hasn't been so great,sure I can put up a yay face and even be happy,inside it ain't that simple,but I'll take on anything that demons throw at me...I had told my angels that I can do this on my own,they're not interfering,which is probably why all went so weird and bad...but they need a rest,so let it be like this...

Well,now...I'm back listening to metalcore,new artist is ''In Flames'' just one song though,because still, ''In Flames'' for me is a bit too deep...but yeah,other that that,in health I'm doing well...(Y) so that's good..

darkness...

Is darkness following me everywhere I go,is it lurking in the shadows,hiding from me and striking when I'm too close?Or is darkness been everywhere lately? If so,then why?Why is everything so dim,why is there so little light?Have people just lost hope?What the hell is going on lately?I would like to know those answers,I want to know if I'm the only one who darkness follows,I hope I am,that means others are spared,but I don't think I'm the only one...

Chakra? Channels

Logically,I should feel bad.Emotionally,I do feel bad,but I'm not sad,rather happy actually,I noticed that I've channeled my emotions to a whole more complex chakra channel,perhaps it's the heart chackra,or even the ''Soul Star'',because for some very reason,I love my people,all what surrounds me and to me,that's funny,because my usual state is rather pessimistic than optimistic.I think that I have taken my spiritual self to a whole new level,and it's quite powerful,which means I have alot of emotions cruising towards me,that I might have to support with..